Seeded on the Crown

When I talk in my head
It only says what I want to hear
So help me now
Can I talk to you instead
It'll be a while till I'm home
And into bed
Bury it inside
No where shown
How's it still alive
When I get home
I don't believe
Anybody knows what is real
About themselves
If I could only see
Behind the veil of innocence
And I would surely leave
Bury it inside
No where shown
How's it still alive
When I get home
Tried to drown it out
But it just grows
How can I forget
It's all I know