Waiting

Same  song stuck on repeat and
Familiar faces haunting my dreams
but how can I still believe in signs ?
When I keep reliving that night
Yeah I see him every time
I keep on waiting for something
To change but it doesn’t
Seem to fade with time
And I thought I was doing better but every step that I make
Takes me back to the start
Too many thoughts going through my brain
Too many dreams that won’t happen
not enough reasons to get out of bed
And everything I touch turns to ashes
Everything I write doesn’t mean anything
So when I Start something I ...
(Never mind I’m not gonna finish it)
I keep on waiting for something
To change but it doesn’t
Seem to fade with time
And I thought I was doing better but every step that I make
takes me back to the start
It takes me back to the start
Say what you want to say
I know I’m a failure that let herself decay
Yet you think that I can change
I just need to have a little faith
and you say
Someday after years of  waiting
Things will be different
everything fades with time
And you will feel better I promise
You'll get out of this place and you'll keep moving forward
I keep on waiting for something
To change but it doesn’t
Seem to fade with time
And I thought I was doing better
but every step that I make
takes me back to the start
Yeah it takes me back to the start
Yeah it takes me back to the start
It takes me back to the start