You Can't Dig Holes in the Back Yard

I'll never put my head to rest
I'm distracted
And I've become a mess
I've found the proof in my friends
I need a break from all of this
Disappointment is a mistake
Distorting myself every day
Forever I'm wasting away
I've lost sight of everything
Apprehending my state of being
Still getting further from sensibility
But now I'm losing myself to the same routine
This is killing me
This is killing me
Losing my grasp on the things I need
Don't quit on me
Don't quit on me
There's a wall building up so high
Full of what I used to hide
It'll come crashing down
From the lack of stability
And the weight of everything
I pushed aside
Don't think you'll ever get it right
I've lost sight of everything
Apprehending my state of being
Still getting further from sensibility
But now I'm losing myself to the same routine
This is killing me
This is killing me
Losing my grasp on the things I need
Don't quit on me
Don't quit on me
It took a busted hand to remind me who I am
This isn't where I want to be
You know you can leave
This is where you grew up
You'll always find your way back home
But now I'm losing myself to the same routine
This is killing me
This is killing me
Losing my grasp on the things I need
Don't quit on me
Don't quit on me