EMBARGO

Hey big shot now
sitting in a corner
I see your gonna walk my way
but I warn ya
I'm sober
and my tolerance is teething
I don't believe in bullsh*t it's over
Ugh
And the Charlie got you Hardy dippin' fingers at a party
Slingin pingas
Snippin Yandi
Huh
And here we are
Ya caught me by the bar
I guess I gotta drink again just to make ya interesting
Put an embargo on myself
Only been drinking for my health
Don't let me in
Tis the season
Kick my feet
Sip my riesling
Feasting on forbidden fruit at dinner with my inner demons
I got a half empty glass bar tender
Start pouring out my heart
Poetic park bencher
If I stop swigging
Black is so vivid here
But my vision is clear
I can see the plot thicken
Got a monkey on my back and it's nagging me
and that dragon that I'm chasing
Got me straining but I'm gaining on it
gradually
Silver spoon up in my mouth
pulled it out and put a flame upon it
and I could blame the tonic like a worker blames his tools
How ironic that a joker's blaming fools
Leave it unresolved
adding tension to the mix
But bad intentions are often undissolved
What's your fix what's ointment now what's your balm
What's the deepest you'll dive when you've got your calm