Pull the Plug

I'm so over this
I hate everything
Wanna pull the fucking plug
Baby promise me next time I OD let me rot in the mud
And I can't feel a thing
It's been so fucking long since I've wanted to be alive
Only stay in here in the misery
For my family's sake every time

There's a fear I have that when I die this will all start again
Like a waking nightmare that I cannot escape
I can never really disappear
Please God let me know when the lights
Go out will these feelings all stop too
And please don't bring me back to this place
Everyday is a test if I'll make it through

I'm so over this
Her şeyden nefret ediyorum.
Wanna pull the fucking plug
Baby promise me next time I OD let me rot in the mud
And I can't feel a thing
It's been so fucking long since I've wanted to be alive
Only stay in here in the misery
For my family's sake every time

There's a fear I have that when I die this will all start again