Toxic Ex

All your stories of forever in my head they're making a commotion
I know all of this is just dreamscape only half devotion
Looking at logistics we can't make it through this
We both know your moving we can't do long distance
The one that got away you'll always hurricane my emotion
But when you get away
Could you just do one thing for me
Can you call me drunk and lonely and say you love me again
If we really can't get through this if we break before we bend
If you see me happy smiling when i finally find the next
Oh if I fucking begged
Would you be my toxic ex
You say live in the moment but my hearts already out of my reach
And you tell me not to panic took you 20 years to find me
But looking at the pattern of loving out of habit
Once you know what you had you realise how much you want it
You'll try to find somebody else to fill my feet
But when you get away
Could you just do one thing for me
Can you call me drunk and lonely and say you love me again
If we really can't get through this if we break before we bend
If you see me happy smiling when i finally find the next
Oh if I fucking begged
Would you be my toxic ex
I know you don't want to hurt me baby
I know you think that i'm fucking crazy
I'm on my knees and im begging baby
Be my toxic ex
I know you don't want to hurt me baby
You don't see just what you've done to me
I'm on my knees and im begging baby
Be my toxic ex
Can you call me drunk and lonely and say you love me again
If we really can't get through this if we break before we bend
If you see me happy smiling when i finally find the next
Oh if I fucking begged
Would you be my toxic ex
I don't wanna lose you if we can't survive the flood
I'd take 50 years unhappy if I could still remember us
If you see me happy smiling at somebody elses text
If I fucking begged
Would you be my toxic ex