Big Eraser

I dropped my water
Shattered the glass
Stood there silent
Watching the minutes pass
It's kinda pathetic
How bad I can feel
Another little mistake
Fades into a big deal
Sweeping the shards
I am struck by a memory
How easy all the little things that went wrong
Were when it was you and me
I'll melt down this glass
Make myself some rose tinted glasses
Sit back and laugh and cry
As each new year passes
It's not your fault
But it's not your peace of mind
Between you and I
There's a very very very fine line
If I knew for sure
That I was the one who drew it
I'd take a big eraser
And run it right through it
I sat in my car
Holding on to a parking ticket
Trying to figure out where to tell
The city of Los Angeles to stick it
I don't usually get mad
But today I feel furious
What's come over me
I hope that it isn't serious
And when the dust settles
I'll probably forget to pay it
Accrue some fines instead of speaking my mind
When I know what to say with it
While I'm being honest
Can I speak to you directly
Before I lay with apathy
Can you sit right next to me
I picture my ideal day
And it involves running errands with you
Settling in for a quiet night
And watching a movie or two
If I could make that happen
Then you bet your ass I'd do it
Take that same big eraser
And introduce my calendar to it