Saved Game

Paranoia,
I feel like everybody out to get me
Looking over my shoulder
In the glass reflection,
Who's with me
Text messages never get read the way I sent 'em
She say I'm bad at texting,
I say just fucking ring me.
Make sure they never gonna forget me
Say I'm too intense,
I say you ain't even met me
Radiate self-love and they gonna hate,
Dead friends I reply with a smiley face
Every day,
Different place up inside my brain
Meditate when I wake just to keep me sane
I control my day,
God up like I'm born in lane,
Saved Game,
Get my stars up like it's GTA
Heart crossed with my lost love,
I can feel the flames
Ice cold clothes in the photos,
Freezing brains
Great escape,
Hate to play relationships,
You ran out of membership
Now I don't even know your place,
Ion wanna meet you mane
Decorate it any way
It seems like the less I say, the more they hate, I listen more,
Don't really speak
Less I say, the more they hate
I listen more,
Don't really speak