Self Esteem

[00:03.73] I wrote her off for the tenth time today
[00:31.94] And practiced all the things I would say
[00:36.25] But she came over, I lost my nerve
[00:40.15] I took her back and made her dessert
[00:43.46] Now I know I'm being used
[00:47.06] That's okay, man, 'cause I like the abuse
[00:50.16] I know she's playing with me
[00:53.71] That's okay 'cause I got no self esteem
[00:57.85] We make plans to go out at night
[01:14.32] I wait 'til 2 then I turn out the light
[01:18.12] This rejection's got me so low
[01:21.95] If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
[01:25.31] When she's saying that she wants only me
[01:43.84] Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
[01:46.93] When she's saying that I'm like a disease
[01:51.45] Then I wonder how much more I can spend
[01:53.76] Well, I guess I should stick up for myself
[01:57.77] But I really think it's better this way
[02:00.76] The more you suffer
[02:04.43] The more it shows you really care
[02:06.72] Right? Yeah, yeah, yeah
[02:09.28] Now I'll relate this little bit
[02:25.42] That happens more than I'd like to admit
[02:29.24] Late at night she knocks on my door
[02:33.01] She's drunk again and looking to score
[02:36.12] Now I know I should say "No"
[02:40.08] But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
[02:44.57] I may be dumb but I'm not a dweeb
[02:47.33] I'm just a sucker with no self esteem
[02:50.56] When she's saying that she wants only me
[03:09.05] Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
[03:12.38] When she's saying that I'm like a disease
[03:16.54] Then I wonder how much more I can spend
[03:19.57] Well, I guess I should stick up for myself
[03:23.56] But I really think it's better this way
[03:26.57] The more you suffer
[03:29.74] The more it shows you really care
[03:31.61] Right? Yeah, yeah, yeah
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