i would rather go to sleep then think of you

I done lost all emotions
I'm dope sick
I'm stuck inside of this room
My friend
I done found my soul at the gates of hell
And God yelled that I'm ruined
I found out that yo love don't last
Do you feel my presence detach?
I found out that you're words are like glass
They hit my bones and they
Shattered so fast go back
I wonder what we could of been
And what we could of had
I'm catching z's and I see your fucking silhouette
Tryna repent all my sins
Don't listen to my friends
I don't wanna make no amends or promises
I'd rather go to sleep than dream of the abyss
I'd rather go to sleep than dream of this bitch
I'd rather go to sleep with some steel in my wrist
I'd rather go to sleep than dream of this bitch
I got chronic cough from all of the dope
My mind froze from the whippets I hit when I was low
My gums numb from all of the coke
Heart broke, from all of the words you wrote
I can't believe you'd finally spill the deaths that you know
I can't believe you said you love me
When you know that you don't
I feel it ruin my fears
I feel it ruin my tears
I hope you smell my fucking pillow
When you're feeling me near
I know we couldn't get along
I hope you know I'm still here
I done lost all emotions
I'm dope sick
Stuck inside of this room, my friend
I done found my soul at the gates of hell
And God yelled that I'm ruined
I found out that yo love don't last
Do you feel my presence detach?
I found out that you're words are like glass
Hit my bones and they shattered so fast
Go back