Don't Miss Me When I'm DeaD

It's pretty dark and cold out there
I'm hiding behind a smile
That's what I'm supposed to do now
I'm hiding behind a strong facade
That is fading away
As I grow older
It took me years to realise that I am not the problem
I can see everything from the outside
It seems that someone died
I invite you all to his funeral
One of us pulled the knife
But I don't have any choice
Please forgive me my love
I sacrificed my self
To save what we had
I'm so in love
I'm so alone
Please say goodbye
I don't want you to miss me when
I'm already inside my grave
I just want you while I'm alive
While I'm all alive
Please don't miss me when I'm dead
I need you while I'm alive