Phone Home (feat. Vervella)

Tryna keep it in, losing track of myself
Are you there? Screaming out, I need help
Hours flying by, n I can't move now
Like my worst hell, way beyond a burnout
Always mean well, but I don't do well
Fallin back on my word, like a hollow shell
Say I'm back on earth, it's a fairy tale
Thrown back in the dirt, like revenge spell
I've been tryna phone home
This all seems wrong
My words they lack emotion
And my spirit seems gone
Looking at the pieces
Wonder where did I go wrong?
Even my soul left me alone
Haven't felt a touch in, oh, so long
Momma saying son, ain't no one want your drugs
I've been doing better, and no one tags along
All that I've been hearing, this ain't where I belong
Tryna keep it in, losing track of myself
Are you there? screaming out, I need help
Hours flying by, n I can't move now
Like my worst hell, way beyond a burnout
Always mean well, but I don't do well
Fallin back on my word, like a hollow shell
Say I'm back on earth, it's a fairy tale
Thrown back in the dirt, like revenge spell
Know days getting tough
Doesn't matter now
Where we'll end up?
Only time'll tell
Don't think I'm failing now
Chasing dreams make loved ones proud
When in doubt
Look up to the sky and he gone shout
On a chase for better mirrors
That boy, he looking clear
All the days tuned out
Didn't work this hard for nothing
Million days spent up in tears
Never thought this far I'm coming
All the times, doom, drought
Know I'll tell ma that I'm something