All My Friends Are Smiling

DESMOND!!1! THE SMILING FRIENDS ARE HERE!!
Scratch myself until I bleed
Ignore all the things that I need
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
I almost did just what you said
You never would have seen me again
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
I'm done, I'm done, I'm done and I'm dumb
I'm done, I'm done, I'm done and I'm dumb
I'm done, I'm done, I'm done and I'm dumb
I'm done, I'm done, I'm done and I'm dumb
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel to be loved?