Thoughts

[00:10.53] Thoughts
[00:13.03] Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
[00:18.44] No medications ever made them stop
[00:23.37] All I think about is everything I'm not
[00:28.45] Instead of everything I got
[00:31.49] 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
[00:36.79] If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
[00:42.03] Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
[00:49.96] How to be a good friend to me
[00:55.70] 'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak
[01:00.77] When I wake up, I just don't like what I see
[01:06.08] All the way from my head right down to my feet
[01:11.21] I wish that I thought differently
[01:14.28] But I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
[01:19.51] If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
[01:24.65] Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
[01:32.64] How to be a good friend to me
[01:37.75] Ooh-ooh
[01:43.07] Ooh-ooh
[01:48.47] Ooh-ooh
[01:53.84] Ooh-ooh
[01:57.37] Change
[02:00.07] Wonder if I'll ever really change, mmm
[02:07.48] 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
[02:12.74] If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
[02:17.93] Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
[02:25.98] How to be a good friend to
[02:29.06] The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay
[02:34.02] Entertain it for a second, then I push it away
[02:39.57] Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
[02:47.32] How to be a good friend to me
[02:50.66] Thoughts
[02:53.10] Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
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