So Close to Nothing at All

I'll say goodnight

Still lying here trying to sleep
Left the pub and you downtown
I think I've had too many drinks
And thinking about last night
And what your kiss could mean
Please say no more of him
My lungs deflate as you touch lips
My heart flatlines
It's over

I'll say goodnight
Another week this vacation's mine
I'll say goodnight
The pillow's cold on the other side

I'll say goodnight, I'll say goodbye
"I'll tell you when you're older..."
I'll say goodnight
Maybe you're right this time

You know, a thousand times I wish I could have said goodbye
Since you changed your mind
You're just another song to me now
Another scar I could have lived without
I lie here, broken down

I'll say goodnight
My initials, you say my name
I'll say goodnight
Subtle reminders of all the pain

This far removed from everything
I see he's got you by his strings and it's over
You won't come back to me
Your true colors showing through
So if this is really you
I'll say good night