December

Oh lie on for Christmas is true
Spend time with my lovers
I'm worried that I will lose one at any moment
Oh lie on for Christmas is true
Feel your presence don't care about the presents
I don't oh-
Oh-
Oh-
Oh-
Oh, oh oh

I'm sure I fucked up more than once
This whole past year I have just been putting on a front
See I have this awful habit where I get stressed out
Depressed and just I panic
I've become a fricking slave to my fears
Overcompensate be a dick to my peers
And I don't know it all goes black then I feel cold and I'm all alone
Yes I'm all alone
Singing oh lie, on for Christmas is true
Spend time with my lovers
I'm worried that I will lose one at any moment

Oh lie on for Christmas is true
Feel your presence don't care about the presents
I don't oh-
Oh-
Oh-
Oh-
Oh-
Oh-
Oh-
Oh-

But I really am scared it will end
One day I will lose all of my friends
And all of my family
And I will feel lonely
So even if it's awkward embarrassing cringy
Even if it's ugly stupid and silly
Even if my friends call me gay
I don't want to die without saying what I need to say
Oh-
Oh-
Oh-
Oh-