High Demand

You said you don't deserve me
Well that sounds pretty bad
There's something deep within me
That I wish I didn't have
It's draining you watering me
Every time you say that you don't think that you're enough
All that I can hear is that I need too fucking much
It's killing you caring for me
But I don't wanna waste your time
I know there's high demand
Maybe I'd be easier if I was born a man
I say things I've never thought to make you stick around
But if you want me quieter
I'll try to keep it down
You're wasting all your loving on me
Cause I am a bottomless pit
You'll throw all of these sweet things in me
But I won't fucking quit
I'm crying just so that you see
I'd anxiously patiently bleed
Just so that you'd come near to me
I'm sure that you're just what I need
But I don't wanna waste your time
I know there's high demand
Maybe I'd be easier if I was born a man
I say things I've never thought to make you stick around
But if you want me quieter
I'll try to keep it down
When you talk about me
I wonder what you say
I know your family love me
But they're all so far away
I'm drowning while you fall asleep
I must look so evil and weak
I don't wanna know what you see
I'm sure that you're just what I need