The Drift

If guilts not a monster
Then why can't I sleep
As I lay adrift
These limbs attempt escape
Fear of drowning
Lay awake in the night define meaning
Confused in the moment
Limited concepts
The thoughts are endless
Succumb to conscious
Too harmful to accept my existence
And the repetition toxic
Getting stuck in the moment
All the lives you'll take with
Stuck in the moment
Lay awake just to feel but it's failing me
Succumb to subconscious
Packed to the brim
As it's slowly spilling in
Separate the cracks
Know that it's all I have
Trapped in the moment
My eyes take in the toxin
Spilling in
Drifting slowly
Begin again
Begin again
The you that remains
And remains
And remains
These pits are dark
The depths where I live
Getting trapped in the moment
The repetitions toxic
For all the lives you'll take with
Confused to have wrote this
All the lives you'll takes with