cupid.

I got a bottle of pills and a mind full of bad shit
Imagining shit, I hope I don't take action
Fuck my past, 'cause I still ain't past it
If I get in my car, I might crash it

Living lies that we were told were true
Used to talk, now I'm ignoring you
Fucking stuck and don't know what to do
Except for make a song and hope it pushes through

Working for a day that I'm not like this
I don't like to talk, that's why I write shit
Talent from the dark, I ain't on no bright shit
I'm on some deadboy, post death type shit

I'm just like you
I just wanna live life just like you
You say "I wanna be just like you"
But I promise I'm nothing to look up to

I'm lifeless, stupid, broke, and I'm sad
Love like cupid, I never had
Won't get through this, I never have
Chance for some new shit, I think I'll pass

I'm lifeless, stupid, broke, and I'm sad
Love like cupid, I never had
Won't get through this, I never have
Chance for some new shit, I think I'll pass

I'm lifeless, stupid, broke, and I'm sad
Love like cupid, I never had
Won't get through this, I never have
Chance for some new shit, I think I'll pass

I know I hurt you, I'm sorry for that
You might get stuck if you go in my head
That's why I try to not let no one in
I don't need more pain from losing a friend

Antidepressants all over my bed
Don't know if I wanna take 'em again
I think I wanna feel the pain instead
If I can't feel that, then I'm honestly dead

Antidepressants all over my bed
Don't know if I wanna take 'em again
I think I wanna feel the pain instead
If I can't feel that, then I'm honestly dead