Self harm

Kill me
Yeah
I am so sick of this
I don't want to live
Yeah
There's nothing I like
Please take my life
Self harm
Yeah
That's my version of
Self love
I'm
Back
Back
Back depressed, 'cause that's all that I have
I know I don't matter and I don't care about that
I've got cuts in my flesh and it's all for the best
That's my only way how to feel
So don't judge me for that
No don't judge me for nothing
Look at yourself first before you start throwing some comments
About what people should do and what people shouldn't
'Cause in my eyes, that shit kinda looks foolish
Like do you even know why I do this?
Do you even care about me?
No, you don't give a shit
You only care about what society thinks
And society doesn't like me right?
Because I'm not like you
Well I don't like myself too
Yeah
I don't like myself
Yeah
Ey
Ze zeggen, zet uzelf altijd op nummer 1
Wel, oke
Ja ik haat best veel, maar ik haat mezelf het meeste
I'm so sick of waking up every single day
And trying my hardest to stay
I'm made out of mud and rain
And out of the world's sickest pain
Yeah
I'm not done okay
If they say, life is a game
Then I wish, I never pressed play
I'm still stuck at level 1, okay?
Yeah I hope that there's a way
Or a cheat code for all this pain
To make it all fade
Fade away!
(can you make it fade away?)
And can you then put a bullet in my brain?
And ask if I'm okay
Yeah I'm fucking fine!
Yeah I'm fucking great!
No I'm not alright!
Nah I'm fucking great!
Can I ask you a question?
What?
What's it like being pretty?
I don't know
Like, this is the only way that I've ever looked
I think people treat you nicer when your pretty
Why would you say that?
'Cause they're never nice to me
Yeah
Ey
Yeah I'm cutting, cutting, cutting deep again
Yeah I fucked it, fucked it, fucked it up again
Yeah I'm running, running, running to the end
And I hope it's neirby, 'cause my legs are running out of gas
Put a pistol to my head and I'll make it go click, clack blam!
Yeah I just wanna die, but it's not happening
And I can't even smile, but I keep laughing, yeah
It's not real, but I do it for you, so that you think that I'm happy, yeah
Yeah I'm feeling so stressed
Yeah I'm feeling like hell
Yeah my life is a mess
And I'm not cleaning it well
Yeah
I'm always alone, but I think that that's the best for me
Me smiling, is something you will never see
They say, just smile and smile
So I trie and trie
I just wished, I just died, just died
So I'm looking in the sky, the sky
And I say
Please God can you end my life
There's nothing I like
Nothing makes me smile
Nothing makes me cry
Yeah
Bye bye