Fragile.

I put my heart out to this music, tryna make it out of where I am.

All the words in the world couldn't even make you understand.

How much it would mean to me, to make enough with ends to meet.

From talking bout the shit that I don't talk about as easily.

Cause I'm afraid of judgement, and I'm afraid of being vulnerable.

It isn't honorable when I'm put down for being true.

Took so long to be myself when all I tried was being you.
Cause I don't think I'm liked enough,
When I show leaves that I have grew.

I'm kinda weird and not because it started being cool to be,
But because when I was still in school they made a fool of me.

Not Because I did dumb shit or acted stupidly,
But because I was myself when most people just couldn't be.

I like who I am, don't make me second guess.
Don't try make me turn into you just because you're like the rest.
That shit isn't my fault that you hate yourself enough to change
For people that just want you for a moment but would never stay.
And I promise that I could, I swear to God I can,
But you just keep on knocking me back down till I can't even stand.
So know that when I do again I'm only gonna walk away.
I can say truly tried, you're the one that chose to waste.
I don't regret shit, i flex on those who make me want to.
Don't think you know shit,
When you don't know the lengths I've gone to.
I'll prolly live a thousand lives by the time I die...
When one thing doesn't work, I think of new shit I could try.
I don't know
Why I feel alone
When there's people all around me
I'll surprise you, don't you doubt me
I've been growing cold with the things I know
I've been floating need some
Grounding Love? I try to, you won't allow me
Or won't I allow myself cause I'm scared of help.
I'm afraid of a touch, that I never felt...
Is it my fault that I'm like this?
I don't think it is in the very slightest
I didn't break my own damn heart
I didn't write pain in my stars, I never told anyone to hate me.
I'm kinda fragile, don't you break me.
I'll snap at any moment I feel It in me
Had enough fake, show me something real please.
I want a feeling real enough that it could kill me.
Don't make me want to, just fucking end me.