Doors I Painted Shut

[00:00.53] I don't wanna die
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[00:06.46] At least not without you
[00:12.16] Alone here in the August heat
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[00:17.89] In the shadows of the afternoon
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[00:23.92] I don't wanna die
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[00:29.68] But I'm petrified of getting up
[00:35.08] And there's a draft coming from underneath
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[00:41.46] A door I swore I'd painted shut
[00:47.43] I'm staring at the sun
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[00:52.73] Even though I'm sure that I'm asleep
[00:58.54] And it's expanding out to swallow us
[01:04.57] I can feel the low, persistent heat
[01:11.05] I don't try to run
[01:16.79] I wait out there on the porch swing
[01:21.98] And in the orange glow and eerie calm
[01:27.63] The continent slides off into the sea
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[01:34.36] I don't wanna stay
[01:39.30] Under the low clouds of a humid heat
[01:45.97] I'm singing softly out of tune
[01:51.98] I can never find the key
[01:57.71] I don't wanna die
[02:03.37] Or maybe I do
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[02:09.11] 'Cause everything's so fucking dark
[02:14.05] You found me crying in the other room
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[02:22.94] It's been years since I've been low like this
[02:26.35] I don't like me
[02:28.47] Playing piano with a broken wrist
[02:32.07] I don't like me
[02:34.14] And I've been waiting at the window sill
[02:37.68] I don't like me
[02:40.17] I need you to know I love you still
[02:43.29] I don't like me
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