Fly

Don't like the way that I look
I don't like the way that I feel
I'm acting like everything's cool
But maybe it's time I start keeping it real
I've thought about killing myself
I've thought about ending it all
I've thought about standing on top of my building
In Brooklyn and seeing how long it would take me to fall
I'm scared and I'm losing my patience
I wanna feel weightless, I hate this, what's up?
Ayy, don't know why I'm so fucked up
It sucks
Ayy, maybe I'm over dramatic
But I'm just keeping it real
I'm not always okay
I don't know how to deal
I wish I had someone to give me some love
I wish I had someone to give me a hug
I'm sick of the liquor and sick of the drugs
I wish I could just stop fucking up
Dear Johnny, be honest
You can change if you wanted
And let me tell you something else that's true
There's no one else that's just like you
Dear Johnny, be real
It's okay to feel
One day you're gonna hear this song
And laugh because you stayed so strong
Got a brother I know that I don't call enough
"Hey baby boy, what's up? I miss you so much"
Got a father that raised me when shit got tough
But we don't really know how to talk about stuff
Got a mother I ain't seen in eighteen years
Just know that I forgive you, there's been too many tears
I hope I don't get any older with this chip up on my shoulder
I think it's time I switched it all up
Dear Johnny, be honest (yeah)
You can change if you wanted
And let me tell you something else that's true
There's no one else that's just like you
Dear Johnny, be real
It's okay to feel
One day you're gonna hear this song
And laugh because you stayed so strong
I'm falling away
From everything that's ever brought me down
I am the sound
Now I'm falling away
From everything that's ever brought me down
I am the sound
Now
Dear Johnny, be hones
You can change if you wanted
And let me tell you something else that's true
There's no one else that's just like you
Dear Johnny, be real
It's okay to feel
One day you're gonna hear this song
And laugh because you stayed so strong
(I feel better already, yeah)
(Think I just needed to get some shit off my chest)
(Wow)
(Thank you for listening)
(Thank you for being a part of our life)
(Shout out to Studio G)
(Shout out to Brooklyn)
(Shout out to Venice Beach)
(Shout out to Pam the cat)
(Shout out to Jolene the dog)
(And word to Eleven)
(Yeah, love you)
(This is a family)
(This is MCID)