Active Trauma

I suffer from a breath that I can't breathe
A constant panic beyond my understanding
Whatever happened, I don't want to remember
The only source of meaning is the pain given to me

Active Trauma
Active Trauma
Baseline rising everyday
There is no asylum
There is no sanctuary
Active Trauma
Active Trauma
Baseline rising everyday
There is no asylum
There is no sanctuary

The perfect way to disassociate
If you never touch me then I won't ever leave
I have no words for this experience
The engine of my rage is a hurt that I cannot name

Active Trauma
Active Trauma
Baseline rising everyday
There is no asylum
There is no sanctuary
Active Trauma
Active Trauma
Baseline rising everyday
There is no asylum
There is no sanctuary

I'm gonna wake up tomorrow morning
And run until my knees explode
Gonna wake up tomorrow morning
And run until my ankles break
Gonna wake up tomorrow morning
And burn this house to the fucking ground
Only when it's ashes will the fire then go out