Pain Away

I tried to drink the pain away, but that shit didn't work
A lot of pain in my past that I didn't deserve
I used to have a good heart, I put that shit in the dirt
Everytime I'm feeling pain, I put that shit in a verse
I only trust the way you move, I ain't trusting your words
If we had a good bridge, you the reason it burned
You the reason it burned

You be on some other shit, so I keep to myself
I'd rather do this alone than ask somebody for help
I'm dealing with all the cards that I ain't ask to be dealt
Block your number in my phone, baby you bad for my health
I don't wanna feel this pain, baby no
Why you come around just to go
You say that you care but you don't
I wish I would've known, I wish I known
Same shit but a new day, man my heart cold
Lame bitch, she did the same, left my heart froze
I don't like to talk about my pain, I got a scarred soul
I feel better when I sip that drink, she left my heart broke
Cause shawty left me here with all this weight on me
She was playing with my feelings, said she made for me
But she preyed on me, girl you know that I was waiting for you patiently
You really fucked me up, you left a stain on me

I tried to drink the pain away, but that shit didn't work
A lot of pain in my past that I didn't deserve
I used to have a good heart, I put that shit in the dirt
Everytime I'm feeling pain, I put that shit in a verse
I only trust the way you move, I ain't trusting your words
If we had a good bridge, you the reason it burned
You the reason it burned

Said if we had a good bridge, you the reason it's gone
Don't try to tell me that you care if you keep doing me wrong
And I don't ever like to trust, feel like I always get crossed
You know I got a lot of pain that's why I put it in songs
So many people did me wrong and that shit fucked up my brain
You doing shit that you would hate if I was doing the same
Keep tryna change people that I know don't wanna be changed
Damn it's a shame how you doing me bae
I thought I was who you fucked with, but I guess I wasn't
Why wouldn't you tell me, we didn't have to rush it
Man I hate the way you had me feeling like I'm something
Just to turn around and go and treat me like I'm nothing
I can barely function, liquor in my stomach
I'mma keep on sipping til my body feels the numbness
Tears in my eyes and a bottle full of substance
That shit hurts cause I ain't the one you wanted

I tried to drink the pain away, but that shit didn't work
A lot of pain in my past that I didn't deserve
I used to have a good heart, I put that shit in the dirt
Everytime I'm feeling pain, I put that shit in a verse
I only trust the way you move, I ain't trusting your words
If we had a good bridge, you the reason it burned
You the reason it burned