Certain Softness

Wanted to say what I really mean
But I couldn't get the words out of my mouth
I'll pour them in your face
You'll understand some day
-vocal improv-

I wonder if worry is even meant to last?
If you find a partner will they live as long as you?
will they lay right next you
And look at the morning light?
I'll lay right next to you
And look at the morning rise

There's a softness to this party
Kids getting drunk and I'm softly standing right next to you
With my head on your shoulder 'til we go
I'm right here until we go
-instrumental break-

I wanted to say what I really mean
But I couldn't get the words out of my mouth
I'll lay right next to you
pumped with formaldehyde
I'll lay right next to you
With maggots in our eyes
I'll lay right next to you
What a wonderful way to die

I'll lay right next to you
What a wonderful way to die