My Soul

[00:11.07] Five roaches, psychosis, mind open
[00:13.18] Eyes closed but still cry to find coping
[00:16.01] Time slides in white smoke, I lie choking
[00:18.57] Hiding my venomous dreams with high hoping
[00:20.90] You've never felt pain until you've lost what you've held closest
[00:24.35] Strains cutting my veins with thrombosis
[00:26.64] The only beat I'll ever truly feel is my heart's pulses
[00:29.55] Broke promises, hope my zones progress
[00:32.27] It's hard to face the place, your fate's chosen
[00:34.77] Your faith ain't settled your state your brain's emotion
[00:37.54] Deranged focus, I cry for help but help remains hopeless
[00:40.97] Till your soul is not ghostless
[00:43.07] I turn light into dark to see the dead in the summer solstice
[00:46.68] So my soul flows so corrosive
[00:48.83] Till my last breath goes and the coffin closes
[00:51.63] Lay down, you'll blossom roses
[00:53.88] I'm speaking so deep believe in my tone
[00:56.76] I bleed on this beat, the reaper's in zone
[00:59.22] I'm leaving my body and freeing my soul
[01:01.87] I'm leaving my body and freeing my soul
[01:04.52] I'm scared of the day when Mary Jane murders me
[01:18.66] Hurting internally with burns that are third degree
[01:21.41] Left in the middle ground, lurking in purgatory
[01:23.97] Demons they circle me, scheming and hurting me
[01:26.63] Blood spills burgundy like thieves in the night
[01:29.36] Fam I flee with the urgency, footsteps tertiary
[01:32.06] Sight of my thought of the things that determine these
[01:35.01] I speak with the force so my power doubles Hercules
[01:37.49] Lie when I'm dead, but for now I live vertically
[01:40.13] With too much to say so there's no time for work or sleep
[01:43.12] Break down your train of thought, rob it like a burglary
[01:45.87] And that's a certainty, it's mine for eternity
[01:48.42] Mind when the serpents sneak
[01:50.03] Mind how your mind works and mind how you earn your keep
[01:53.04] Mind you're not left a chalk line on these dirty streets at 33
[01:56.33] Fuck that I yearn for peace
[01:58.99] I'm speaking so deep believe in my tone
[02:02.09] I bleed on this beat, the reaper's in zone
[02:04.99] I'm leaving my body and freeing my soul
[02:07.36] I'm leaving my body and freeing my soul
[02:10.26] Closing eyelids, death on a chosen island
[02:23.93] Rest in silence, memories flashing vibrant
[02:27.04] Brain alive but body holds no compliance
[02:29.64] Trying to hold on to life but it fades and spirals
[02:32.42] Was a gift now it's going so I need to ride it
[02:35.27] No time for guidance, virus struck and it triumphed
[02:38.19] Seen the light now I feel like I'm high and flying
[02:40.50] Mind enlightened, man you know I'm fine with dying
[02:43.34] I know God so let me leave earth and try and find him
[02:47.10] Let me leave earth and try and find him
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