In This Life Or The Next

I've been waiting
Biding my time for what?
Some fucking moment could have came and went
I want to forget
But the devil in me won't forgive
And my age old patience was spent
Your sin
You choose
You lit the fuse
Forgive I tried and it's no use
I've been wanting
Wanted some pleasure
Anything to take my mind off the emptiness
I want to assume
That if I don't get it right this time
My efforts were not meaningless
Your sin
You choose
You lit the fuse
Forgive I tried and it's no use
How does it feel
With the trigger being turned around?
Your wrongs aren't right
Your wrongs turned upside down
It's funny how
Your life becomes nothing fast
You had your run
How long did it last?