Scared of You

I wrote a letter
To wish you luck on the rest of your adventure
It's a shame I can't see it through
I wrote a letter
So maybe you could understand my sorrows
But since you can't I won't be phased

Cause I've wasted too much of my God damn life
Running circles around the same old points
I don't even know what I really want
I'm scared to think of the times I fought for
You won't know of what I did
I tossed and turned until I saw light
I just want to forget you but I
Can't be making these same losing bets

I know you better than I need to know
And I
I like you more than I ever should show
And I
I regret what I never told you
Now just gotta walk and think of round two
So I have to let things be so we can be happy

I'm begging on my knees
Won't you please admit
Don't you hate me?
So that I can move on
I'm begging on my knees
I've been thinking about it so much lately
And everything you took

I lost my innocence
My pessimism
Now I'll face my cataclysm
The end is near and I can hear it
Yet I just can't help but to fear it

I wrote this all to tell you
I don't know how I feel about you anymore
I wrote this all to tell you
I think I am scared of you
I wrote this all to tell you
I don't know how to feel about you anymore
I wrote this all to tell you
I think I am scared of you