Ghosts

No
I'm not afraid of being myself
I'm just afraid that everyone else will see
All the dark inside of me
So no I'm not about to let my mistakes
Risk the lives of who I hold safe in my heart
Oh woah
(When I think things have changed)
It comes around again and smiles
(In a blink it goes away)
So stack the bodies in a pile
(On the brink of decay)
The feeling in my chest is vile
I'm so tired of this demon in my head thats running wild

I feel the rain pour wash away my sins
I feel the pain more than I feel anything
I'd let it all go just to be someone you could be proud of
And I could be proud of myself
It's not okay I know
I'm sick of feeling hopeful
They all end up as ghosts
They all end up as ghosts
Destined to be alone
With no friends of my own 'cause
They all end up as ghosts
They all end up as ghosts

I'm running on fumes
Im tired I feel jaded
All I had to lose
The lights that have faded out
I cant think about it without breaking down
And I've been falling faster now
The person you knew
He tried to be ready
The flower you grew was fine
'Til I let it wither and die
My reflection's a mystery
Another piece of me that I despise
(When I think things have changed)
I don't think they could get much worse
(In a blink it goes away)
So count the bodies for the hearse
(On the brink of decay)
Can't bring myself to find the words
I deserve what I get no matter how much that this hurts

I feel the rain pour wash away my sins
I feel the pain more than I feel anything
I'd let it all go just to be someone you could be proud of
And I could be proud of myself
It's not okay I know
I'm sick of feeling hopeful
They all end up as ghosts
They all end up as ghosts
Destined to be alone
With no friends of my own 'cause
They all end up as ghosts
They all end up as ghosts

(Always fighting with)
(The demon inside my head)
(It runs wild)
(Wild)
(No it never ends)
(I don't remember the last time I smiled)
(Smiled)

I feel the rain pour wash away my sins
I feel the pain more than I feel anything
I'd let it all go just to be someone you could be proud of
And I could be proud of myself
It's not okay I know
I'm sick of feeling hopeful
They all end up as ghosts
They all end up as ghosts
Destined to be alone
With no friends of my own 'cause
They all end up as ghosts
They all end up as ghosts