Redemption

I know that shit has changed a lot with the way that I am
No way that I planned for it go this way understand
Feel like you lost a son but you gained a daughter
You think it;s plain and awkward, you think im pain and sorrow
You think I broke your heart, I think it's for survival
Both you and I know, go do or die so
Fortune is final, don't do what I don't
Spend your whole life regretting this shit is pathetic
I wish I started sooner, Fuck the hallelujahs
Fuck these fucking boomers, Fuck these fucking losers
Fuck these motherfucking fuckers in their fucking two trucks
Fuck these fuck abusers and fuck these fucking rumors
Fuck em and, I will dare anyone
To face me up headfirst while im layering these drums
The pain that i've done compared to the pain i've undone
It's weighing a tone it's heavy I don't wait for no one