How Do I Feel Alive

[00:01.34] What makes your heart beat fast, 'cause mine's slow
[00:07.01] What makes your mind sharp, 'cause mine's feeling dull
[00:12.99] Well am I just a misfit, lost in my own consciousness
[00:18.65] I'll do it for the hell of it
[00:21.82] I don't mind the consequence
[00:25.22] So let me know what I'm feeling
[00:28.54] 'Cause I'm having trouble breathing
[00:31.58] And I can't keep fighting demons in my mind
[00:36.74] Yeah, and I'm so numb
[00:38.68] I could walk right through the flame and fire
[00:43.14] Hell is my only desire
[00:46.04] How do I
[00:48.39] How do I feel alive
[01:01.69] Nicotine dreams fill my head
[01:07.45] And all I can think of is one last cigarette
[01:13.14] Alcohol kills anxiety, but it's the alcohol that's killing me
[01:18.91] I've been dying for a sign
[01:23.73] So let me know what I'm feeling
[01:26.96] 'Cause I'm having trouble breathing
[01:29.85] And I can't keep fighting demons in my mind
[01:35.45] Yeah, and I'm so numb
[01:37.10] I could walk right through the flame and fire
[01:41.66] Hell is my only desire
[01:44.60] How do I
[01:46.89] How do I feel alive
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[02:10.76] So let me know what I'm feeling
[02:13.78] 'Cause I'm having trouble breathing
[02:16.77] And I can't keep fighting demons in my mind
[02:25.12] So let me know what I'm feeling
[02:28.42] 'Cause I'm having trouble breathing
[02:31.47] And I can't keep fighting demons in my mind
[02:36.56] Yeah, and I'm so numb
[02:38.74] I could walk right through the flame and fire
[02:42.96] Hell is my only desire
[02:45.61] How do I
[02:48.16] How do I feel alive
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