Dichotomy

I don't know what I'd do without it
I'm falling apart, but I keep holding on
And it keeps spinning around me
I'm falling apart, but it keeps me together

And now I've lost it all
I let it in and it changed me, oh
I let it in and it changed the world around me (Around me)

Am I holding on to something?
Alone in the universe
It's cold, I have no reason
And I'm freezing

The light is fading in, I'm in too deep
Lower and lower, nothing's left to keep
The light is fading in, I'm in too deep
Lower and lower, nothing's left to fucking keep

Am I holding on to something?
Alone in the universe
It's cold, I have no reason
And I'm freezing

I don't know what I'd do without it
I'm falling apart, but I keep holding on
And it keeps spinning around me
I'm falling apart, but it keeps me together

Will I accept the fact
That I lost my life trying to grow older?
Higher, higher to unknown
Will I accept the fact
That I lost my life trying to grow older?
Higher, higher to unknown places no one fucking needs

Am I holding on to something?
Alone in the universe
It's cold, I have no reason
And I'm freezing