The Horror You Found

Am i divided
Or is it right
To keep relying you'll get over it tonight
Are you familiar
With what i'm like
How can you ever think that we could be alright

This is not anything good

I know you won't go no further
I know you won't last too long

I am the horror that you find in me
I am forgetting who we were

I'm not divided
I know my mind
I have an ugly thought that happens all the time
Can't find an hour
Don't know the why
There isn't any way that i can feel fine