the horror at ground zero

'm screaming,
My eyes won't focus and I'm feeling faint,
I shiver cool and shudder to think,
Could this be, I see, this is me.

She's seething,
She-devil with an angel's smile,
The wild night's new child,
And so I'd better go.

No living, no dying, no hate, no love, no fun,
I feel contagious and diseased,
I'm living, I'm dying, I'm hate, I'm love, I'm so alone,
And so my heart begins to bleed.

I'm horrid,
I'm fucking love, the wreckage of young minds,
A mutation in sex overdrive,
Could this be, I see, this is me.

I'm screeching,
A sweet chill and I'm growing pale,
My attempt to retreat, and so I fail,
And so I'd better go.

No living, no dying, no hate, no love, no fun,
I feel contagious and diseased,
I'm living, I'm dying, I'm hate, I'm love, I'm so alone,
And so my heart begins to bleed.