doefriends – how to feel alive

i thought too long about dying, i forgot
how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying, i forgot
how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying, i forgot
how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying, i forgot
how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying, i forgot
how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying, i forgot
how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying, i forgot
how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying, i forgot
how to feel alive

waves of nausea wash over me
it's snowing and i know it's hard to breath
you say things like i'll always love you
but every night i'm locking up my room
waves of nausea wash over me
it's snowing and i know it's hard to breath
you say things like i'll always love you
but every night i'm locking up my room

(but you just can't quite get it right in your head)
(to get yourself up out of bed, out of bed)
(up out of bed, up out of)

i feel myself dissolve
into a misremembered fog
where we don't know where it all begins
and it's coming up
feeling again