how to hang yourself

I want time to cry
I want time to lie down
I want time to fall away from this
I want time to brew
I want time to be hopeful
I want time to try to get you back
But I don't want any time alive if it's gonna be like this

Now, your body is fictional in my mind
And nothing at all in my hands
Your heart - if it's still left - is a glass box I've tried my best
To fill with the only good things I can remember

I know you really don't think about (you really don't think about)
Me much anymore (me much anymore)
But you're all I can put in my head
There is nowhere to go (there is nowhere to go)
I have all the time in the world (all the time)
And it keeps me tied to you
So stop laughing
Laughing at me