The Glass Shithouse

[00:00.07] Gaining weight
[00:04.86] Feel my age
[00:09.06] It's a New Year today
[00:11.60] Nothing's changed
[00:14.86] Taking up space
[00:20.61] Picked up my third white chip
[00:24.99] Fresh out of central booking
[00:29.17] Looked for a place to shit
[00:32.09] Where I assumed there'd be no one looking
[00:38.27] I punish myself
[00:41.83] Worse than your laws ever could
[00:46.02] When I look at myself
[00:48.97] I don't see potential
[00:51.37] I just see defeat
[00:53.14] 'Cause I need it
[00:54.37] I want it
[00:55.52] I'll do anything for it
[00:57.96] Please
[00:59.39] I deserve a break
[01:01.77] I need it
[01:02.75] I want it
[01:03.74] I'd slit my own throat for it
[01:08.05] Beaten to death
[01:09.81] Now it lives in my head
[01:12.48] "You deserve what you get"
[01:14.75] I can't argue with that
[01:17.40] It's the fruit of my labor
[01:22.24] It's the choke point I created
[01:27.19] 'Cause I need it
[01:28.51] I want it
[01:29.67] I'll do anything for it
[01:32.16] Please
[01:33.66] I have nothing left
[01:36.02] I need it
[01:36.86] I want it
[01:37.94] I promise I'll leave
[01:39.92] But then let me go
[01:43.64] Don't follow
[01:44.90] Let me go
[01:47.81] Don't help me
[01:49.01] Let me die
[01:52.52] Don't let me let you down again
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