boys

I will accept the things I'll never comprehend
I find myself sleeping in someone else's bed
I will not listen to the fables of a liar
I won't wait up for any boy to change his mind

Most days I don't see a point
Flesh it out to blood and boys
Who fucked with my head

There are some things that my body can't unlearn
That's why I'm weird about sex
I can't see my self worth
I see the way that men look at me on the street
They don't want my crying at 3 am
They want my body

Most days I don't see a point
Flesh it out to blood and boys
Who fucked with my head
Most days I feel like I'm cursed
When it seems like it can't get worse
I feel lower than I deserve

I wish I didn't have to look the way I do
I scream into an endless void
I break in two

Most days I don't see a point
Flesh it out to blood and boys
Who fucked with my head
Most days I feel like I'm cursed
When it seems like it can't get worse
I feel lower than I deserve
Every person that I see
Exists solely to destroy me
I just want to feel pretty