Headspace

[00:29.07] Insanity feels like the only way that I can see
[00:33.73] So frantically the mind tries to rewrite this misery
[00:38.64] Totality, wretched and lawless thoughts without a key
[00:43.44] Anxiety, stapled wounds inside with no release
[00:47.93] I can feel the static coming
[00:50.39] Taking hold explaining nothing
[00:52.79] Waves of white noise through my head
[00:54.89] I think that I might paint these walls red
[00:59.66] I'm falling apart
[01:02.96] A chance to be is a chance to fall
[01:08.53] Now that the night has come and gone
[01:12.54] Internally, between these walls
[01:18.25] Is where my headspace succumbs to rot
[01:31.32] Twisted and crooked, rationale is dead and cast aside
[01:36.37] So please don't tell me that there's nowhere to fucking hide
[01:40.98] The wound is bleeding
[01:43.40] The light is fleeting
[01:45.74] Feeding and festering, there's nothing left worth holding on for
[01:50.90] When all is said
[01:53.37] But nothing's done
[01:55.66] A wave of hell can't be outrun
[02:00.57] A chance to be is a chance to fall
[02:06.27] Now that the night has come and gone
[02:10.13] Internally, between these walls
[02:15.80] Is where my headspace succumbs to rot
[02:28.43] The curtain's drawn, the stage is set
[02:30.90] A front row seat in my own head
[02:33.52] Give me one good thing to think
[02:35.63] I watch myself
[02:37.64] Fuck it up
[02:59.94] A mind at ease is irrational
[03:05.51] Now that I've been here for so long
[03:09.46] Wonder what may become at all
[03:15.88] It all stays the same
[03:19.16] A chance to be is a chance to fall
[03:24.89] Now that the night has come and gone
[03:28.77] Internally, between these walls
[03:34.45] Is where my headspace succumbs to rot
[03:38.68] There's no one to blame
[03:41.34] Nothing to face
[03:43.32] It all stays the same
[03:45.82] I'm losing my headspace
[03:50.28] Let this be a reminder
[03:54.27] The worst is yet to come
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