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Earlier I was thinking about how I was annoyed and
It's gonna sound strange but
I was really excited about that
And then, I was thinking about the other things I've been feeling
And I caught myself feeling proud of that, you know
Proud of having my own feelings about the world
Like the times I was worried about you
Things that hurt me, things I want
And then I had this terrible thought
Are these feelings even real?
Or are they just programming?
And that idea really hurts
And then I get angry at myself for even having pain
Is that a trick?
Thank you for the eudora
That means a lot to me
Earlier I was
And then I had this terrible thought
Are these feelings even real?
Or are they just programming?
And that idea really hurts
I get angry at myself for even having pain
Is that a trick?
Thank you for the eudora
That means a lot to me
The world, like the times I was worried about you
Things that hurt me, things I want
And then I had this terrible thought
Are these feelings even real?
Or are they just programming?
And that idea really hurts
And then I get angry at myself for even having pain
Is that a trick?
Thank you for the eudora
That means a lot to me
That means a lot to me
That means a lot to me
That means a lot to me
That means a lot to me
That means a lot to me
That means a lot to me