If Only I Knew

It wasn't right how you'd gone away for the evening
My only light, how it's uneven still
I understand every word you wrote down for me
I tore it up right from your hands
All your plans

I took a room, an empty space for the summer
A garden view, my token love on the hill
I wouldn't say it's been the same for me, no, love
You followed what we'd got years before
All once more

So let this be said, how we ran from
There is one side that I know well
But I've gone so far now
I'm all out, you out
What will I do?
If only I knew

I haven't heard a single plane since I've been here
I miss the sound coming out from the air
On its side, lazy chair by the window and I
Will always stay, never will agree
Oh, now dear

So let this be said, how we ran from
There is one side that I know well
But I've gone so far now
I'm all out, you out
What will I do?
If only I knew

So let this be said, how we ran from
There is one side that I know well
But I've gone so far now
I'm all out, you out
What will I do?

So let this be said, how we ran from
There is one side that I know well
But I've gone so far now
I'm all out, you out
What will I do?
If only I knew

If only I knew
If only I knew
If only I knew