Late Night Recovery

I realized what I'm attracted to
It's not me or you
And you don't care about me
As much as I care

It's the pain in my stomach
It's the way you can love me when I hate you
When I hate you
It's the flickering lights
It's the chills down my spine
I can't live without you
Live without you
And I can't do this anymore
And all my gods are on the floor
And I think I'm losing my mind, but
That's still better than waking up
That's still better than waking up