suicide song (Paused)
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โฑ๏ธ 2:32 duration
๐ ID: 25327001
๐ Lyrics
Uh, uh, huh
Uh, uh, huh
Uh, uh, huh
Uh, uh, huh
Uh, uh, huh
Uh, uh
Yea, she keep saying she love, me but thats not how it feel
Bro said we need to slow down on them pills
Keep hearin' fentanyl in 'em
Told him I ain't really care
Looked at me crazy, I'm just hopin' that he see it
Yeah, I'll let you have everything in the world
Life still go down the hill
Yeah, I did plenty girls wrong
I ain't know how to tell 'em, left alone, let 'em heal
She writin' suicide songs
Might cut on headlights, but don't get no ideas
Supporter had sent me a paragraph
Thought I ain't read it, shit low-key brought mะต tears
I been on all types of pills and drank for years and
No, I ain't talkin' no beer
Evะตry time she get close
I'm on some Spider-Man shit, I sense she near
Huh, I know a nigga gettin' love in this bitch
Got fucked and he ain't been the same in years
Yeah, I was that person that nobody listened to
And I feel that's the reason I'm big
My twin in jail, just eatin' pills and apples
I guess he ain't wanna be big
Girl, you know there's niggas tryna take my life
I'ma have chops in the crib
Off these Addys, they fuckin' my ribs up
I was tellin' my momma that I wanna die
She kept askin' what I don't wanna live for
I'm the one that finna change my whole family life
But I'm the youngest like Theodore
Havin' mental wars, not tryna leave
But she stabbin' my heart with a pitchfork
I know niggas who servin' white for a livin'
Still whippin' that shit 'til they wrist sore
I don't know why she playin' like I ain't the one
You can fuck that boy, know that bitch poor
Stand on what I'm worth it, then I'm 6'4"
All the shit that you do, it just hurt more
Yeah, all them hoes had been fucked up my love
But I ran into you, tried to get more
I ain't mean to hit you
Know your face, I adore it
Ever since that day I ain't really been okay with myself
'cause that ain't real
Now I'm tryna get mind off her
The reason for Percs, so I can't feel
Know I still might send her some money
Make sure she okay, I'm head over heels
Kind of knew I'd be somethin'
I was confident young, all the people, they tried to belittle me
Off Percs, go numb, this shit ain't for fun
Mama keep tryna tell me they killin' me
Said I'd rather OD than die in some smoke
Like Santa Claus stuck in a chimney
I might die in my sleep
I been dreamin' 'bout death, know these drugs gon' fail my kidney
Uh, uh, huh
Yeah, she keep sayin' she love me
But that's not how it feel
Bro said we need to slow down on them pills
Keep hearin' fentanyl in 'em
Told him I ain't really care
Looked at me crazy, I'm just hopin' that he see it
Yeah, I'll let you have everything in the world
Life still go down the hill
Yeah, I did plenty girls wrong
I ain't know how to tell 'em, left alone, let 'em heal
She writin' suicide songs
Might cut on headlights, but don't get no ideas
Supporter had sent me a paragraph
Thought I ain't read it, shit low-key brought me tears
I been on all types of pills and drank for years and
No, I ain't talkin' no beer
Uh, uh, huh
Uh, uh, huh
Uh, uh, huh
Uh, uh, huh
Uh, uh
Yea, she keep saying she love, me but thats not how it feel
Bro said we need to slow down on them pills
Keep hearin' fentanyl in 'em
Told him I ain't really care
Looked at me crazy, I'm just hopin' that he see it
Yeah, I'll let you have everything in the world
Life still go down the hill
Yeah, I did plenty girls wrong
I ain't know how to tell 'em, left alone, let 'em heal
She writin' suicide songs
Might cut on headlights, but don't get no ideas
Supporter had sent me a paragraph
Thought I ain't read it, shit low-key brought mะต tears
I been on all types of pills and drank for years and
No, I ain't talkin' no beer
Evะตry time she get close
I'm on some Spider-Man shit, I sense she near
Huh, I know a nigga gettin' love in this bitch
Got fucked and he ain't been the same in years
Yeah, I was that person that nobody listened to
And I feel that's the reason I'm big
My twin in jail, just eatin' pills and apples
I guess he ain't wanna be big
Girl, you know there's niggas tryna take my life
I'ma have chops in the crib
Off these Addys, they fuckin' my ribs up
I was tellin' my momma that I wanna die
She kept askin' what I don't wanna live for
I'm the one that finna change my whole family life
But I'm the youngest like Theodore
Havin' mental wars, not tryna leave
But she stabbin' my heart with a pitchfork
I know niggas who servin' white for a livin'
Still whippin' that shit 'til they wrist sore
I don't know why she playin' like I ain't the one
You can fuck that boy, know that bitch poor
Stand on what I'm worth it, then I'm 6'4"
All the shit that you do, it just hurt more
Yeah, all them hoes had been fucked up my love
But I ran into you, tried to get more
I ain't mean to hit you
Know your face, I adore it
Ever since that day I ain't really been okay with myself
'cause that ain't real
Now I'm tryna get mind off her
The reason for Percs, so I can't feel
Know I still might send her some money
Make sure she okay, I'm head over heels
Kind of knew I'd be somethin'
I was confident young, all the people, they tried to belittle me
Off Percs, go numb, this shit ain't for fun
Mama keep tryna tell me they killin' me
Said I'd rather OD than die in some smoke
Like Santa Claus stuck in a chimney
I might die in my sleep
I been dreamin' 'bout death, know these drugs gon' fail my kidney
Uh, uh, huh
Yeah, she keep sayin' she love me
But that's not how it feel
Bro said we need to slow down on them pills
Keep hearin' fentanyl in 'em
Told him I ain't really care
Looked at me crazy, I'm just hopin' that he see it
Yeah, I'll let you have everything in the world
Life still go down the hill
Yeah, I did plenty girls wrong
I ain't know how to tell 'em, left alone, let 'em heal
She writin' suicide songs
Might cut on headlights, but don't get no ideas
Supporter had sent me a paragraph
Thought I ain't read it, shit low-key brought me tears
I been on all types of pills and drank for years and
No, I ain't talkin' no beer