wither and bloom

[00:01.46] I never asked for this
[00:04.76] For a chance at a life of unhappiness
[00:08.20] Granted misfortune
[00:11.18] Contentment in absence, I'm fading to ashes
[00:28.24] Is this pleasure or pain
[00:30.60] They're one and the same
[00:32.38] When death finds me
[00:33.95] Will he know my name
[00:35.83] And leave me laying on the floor
[00:42.21] Too strong to die but too weak to fight
[00:45.85] Searching the sky for a sign that there's more to life
[00:49.41] But I found the answer long ago
[00:51.87] How could I ever find my place in a world so awful?
[00:56.51] Wherever I go it follows
[00:59.56] Lost in the ruins of my design
[01:03.28] I'm buried inside the sorrow
[01:06.49] Numb as the sky falls
[01:10.08] What will be said when I'm gone?
[01:13.10] Because I've lost the strength to hold on
[01:16.54] Life feels meaningless
[01:18.21] And I'm indifferent
[01:19.91] Somebody tell me where I went wrong
[01:34.99] Is this all there is for me?
[01:41.70] Because I don't feel a thing
[01:48.66] No intentions worth living
[01:57.65] Wherever I go it follows
[02:00.86] Lost in the ruins of my design
[02:05.15] I'm buried inside the sorrow
[02:08.09] Numb as the sky falls
[02:11.22] What will be said when I'm gone?
[02:14.32] Because I've lost the strength to hold on
[02:17.83] Life feels meaningless
[02:19.48] And I'm indifferent
[02:21.14] Somebody tell me where I went wrong
[02:28.51] Somebody tell me where I went wrong
[02:35.32] Because I've lost the strength to hold on
[02:38.84] Wherever I go it follows
[02:42.29] Lost in the ruins of my design
[02:45.98] I'm buried inside the sorrow
[02:49.15] Somebody tell me where I went wrong
[02:55.89] Somebody tell me where I went wrong
[03:02.94] Because I've lost the strength to hold on
[03:06.47] I'm tired of fighting
[03:09.37] Tired of trying to be somebody else
[03:15.96] And I'm so fucking tired of hating myself
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