national bf day got me sad as fyck … i am so god damn pathetic

[00:00.30] I better not, but I'm checking again, but-
[00:02.93] I better not, but I'm checking again, but-
[00:05.94] I better not, but I'm checking again
[00:08.99] But, if it turns purple, I'll jump out of my skin
[00:12.15] But, I know-
[00:13.74] Should not, but I'm checking again
[00:17.13] It's October third, and I'm not your boyfriend
[00:21.98] I better not, but I'm checking again
[00:25.46] But, if it turns purple, I'll jump out of my skin
[00:29.96] But, I know that I'm not, I don't know why I did
[00:34.08] Ima scare you away, but I'll wish that I didn't
[00:38.83] Thoughts that I just can not get rid of them
[00:43.92] The words are there, but they're not mine
[00:48.02] I don't know what I feel but I feel like shit
[00:52.25] And I won't be missed
[00:54.27] I just won't be missed
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