UNTER NULL . godless (DEDMAN Mix)

You, the lucky man who tells a tale
Of flawless love and peace of mind
Of heart-ease seas and carefree life
Your lie is my fate, there's no remorse
You spin your tale with brutal force
Your lie is my fate, my pretty grace
I'm mesmerized, I embrace my fate
I'm so blind and see the haze
Of your mother's mind

So many tears I can't stop myself
I need this answer, I need to feel alive
So many times I have asked and I have tried
To live for one moment of love filling my mind

My feet are suspended, the sand is bringing me down
I feel I am standing on uneven ground
The dance of real life has me skewered
So I'll just pass so sick of this
Death takes my breath

I'm so soft and so fragile, so frail
So scared to be in the world of fear I live again
I'm alone in this world and I care
I have all the worries, I'm a useless mess
A search for today's grace
A gift for my mind, more than a gift for life
The one thing I'm saving is the love I need now
I feel so alone and I need to be loved
The control, some peace and freedom
This so-called man

I've got to forget to fight the noise
And in my silence I can overcome myself
I've got to forgive for myself, forget
That I'm familiar with someone else
And to decompress