Hindsight

My heart was black from the start
Cover art
Don't judge a book by its cover
I'm a mess, more or less
My head so squeezed, can't recover

Got to find something, need to find
Live to be someone

Even with a bitter taste
Go to waste
Unfold my own true colours
See the flame, in my eye
How to become my own discoverer

Got to find something, need to find
Live to be someone

Yeah, I was up against
I was up against the wall, so blind
Up against the wall, so blind
I cannot take it in
I was up against
I was up against the wall, so blind
Up against the wall, so blind

My world is in between the lines
Fearful howl
There is nothing to discover
Hold my ground, locked and bound
Scavenge on needs and desire

Got to find something, need to find
Live to be someone

Yeah, I was up against
I was up against the wall, so blind
Up against the wall, so blind
I cannot take it in
I was up against
I was up against the wall, so blind
Up against the wall, so blind

It is pushing me
All of me
All of me, all of me
You didn't see, you didn't see
See me running
You didn't hear, you didn't hear
Hear me calling

All of me, all of me, push to see, push to see
All of me, all of me, lies awake, lies awake
You didn't see, you didn't, you didn't see
See me running
The way you're pushing me
You didn't hear, you didn't, you didn't hear
Hear me calling

You're pushing me, frustration builds
Look up, don't you hide
You're pushing me, you're pushing me, pushing me away
You didn't see, you couldn't hear
You never sensed, I was running
Hear my call
The way you're pushing me
The way you're pushing me
The way you're pushing me