My Epigraph in Woe

A timeless seer emerged from beyond
A god through many lives, he came to tell the truths
"Bespeak, my child, for I know your future
Not a sheen fate you carry, an apathy that will befall thee
Like to everyone else before you"

And when I reached my dawning I felt nothing, nothing at all
I breached the gates of longing the first time forever
Father, don't amend me for I'm drowning all the time
An image of tragedy, all I wish is to go home

A timeless seer, a god seen once before
I reject you this time and all that you speak of
Frantic search through these hours of deceit
Yet I reached nothing but this diseased state of mind
And I head for the torchlight as the landscape dies

I see the world through the eyes of a madman
And I fear for what I might become
As my golden means are fragile
I run away from the grayness
A void filled with small glimmers of hope
The hope which I now have, the hope which I'm doomed to give away

When I reached my dawning I felt nothing, nothing at all
I breached the gates of longing the first time forever
Thoughts I cannot control, please rid me of this disease
Sanity this world, this world stole from me

When I reached my dawning I felt nothing, nothing at all
I breached the gates of longing the first time forever
Father, don't amend me for I'm drowning all the time
An epigraph of woe written before I was born
I grew too old too young, I stayed too young too old

All alone in silence, all these thoughts haunt like demons
All alone in silence, all these thoughts haunt like demons