Study Abroad

I wonder if you watch me while I sleep
Or maybe you just lay there silently
Maybe you stare at the ceiling and think of anything
Anything to get me on my knees
And I know, it hurts to be alone
And I'm sorry I'm not able to let this go
You said, "What's done is done, and what was done was fun
I'm sorry I left your feelings in the Florida sun
It's not like, you cared anyway
You're just pretending to care today"
And I know I said I'd stop looking back
But it feels like one step forward then two steps back
Can I learn to trust you, even though I love you
With your lips on mine, then your lips on her thighs
And only a couple hours passing in time
From being hers then mine
I can't be fine all the time
And I know, it hurts to be alone
And I'm sorry I'm not able to let this go
You said, "What's done is done, and what was done was fun
I'm sorry I left your feelings in the Florida sun
It's not like, you cared anyway
You're just pretending to care today"